Crazy For You (Mephisto Covenant Series Book 4) by Stephanie Feagan

Author:Stephanie Feagan
Language: eng
Format: azw3, epub
Publisher: Pink Publishing, LLC
Published: 2014-12-14T00:00:00+00:00

~~ Zee ~~

Until that night, I never really knew what it meant to be happy. I’d traveled around in Euri’s head for periods of time and experienced her happiness, but I’d never felt my own. I was nervous about the future, of what I would do when I went to sleep, of what might happen to her over the next month during the end of the tour while she was in the real world, of how my brothers would react when they discovered her existence, and that I’d known her for such a long time without telling them. But for once, all the worries didn’t get in the way of the here and now.

It wasn’t just the sex, although that was amazing, and we racked up three times in as many hours, which was not something I ever expected to repeat but was something I’d remember forever until I died because holy shit, it was hot. But what really got to me was this feeling of connectedness with her, as if we’d been together always, and yet everything was new. I wasn’t one to laugh much, but over and over that night, I’d laugh because she’d do something funny, or make some off the shoulder comment that was as much irreverent as it was stuffy British. She was the eternal optimist, mad in her oblivion, but in the depths of her soul lived happiness and joy. I was smitten, captivated, completely gone for her. And I knew she had me dead to rights – I was doomed to fall hard for her.

I was okay with that. I’d own up to being an idiot with all my talk of not believing in romantic love.

I had, incredibly, an Anabo who made me laugh. I don’t suppose I’d ever considered what I’d like in a woman who might actually stay with me, because the idea was so foreign. I was so certain I’d always be alone, what was the point making some lame list of perfect personality traits? Now I knew that if I ever did, top on the list would he happy, and right after it would be funny. And a close third would be the amazing ability to make a horrible situation not look quite so horrible. Euri was that girl. And she was mine. I was humbled and astonished.

Somewhere around four in the morning, when we finally settled down to sleep, I held her close and said into the dark room, “Are you sorry?”

“No, and I will never be, so don’t ask me again.”

“If I wake you up—”

“Let’s not worry about it, Zee. If you do, you do, and we’ll deal with it. I’m thinking tonight, you won’t.”

“Why?”

“Because you’re not miserable right now. You tend to do it when you’ve had a particularly bad day, when the screamers are more intolerable than usual.”

I sighed into her hair. “I can’t imagine how I ever thought I could let you go.”

“Because you let Jane go. You thought it would be the same with me, but you didn’t count on me being as crazy as you are.

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